Drama

it's quite unbelievable how my life goes...the last entry was me saying how I had this great job, and how I was going to get out of a funky situation. Between the last time I blogged, and now I lost that job. I was sleeping, and was going to sleep until 11am, the call arrived at 10:30, assignment had ended. I felt so angry, yet relieved at the same time. I was happy that I didn't have to work 3-11 and go on 10 hour days, and maybe Saturdays. I was crushed to not have an income stream. If I lived closer to a bigger town, I might have had a shot at finding work right away. I live in Whitehall, there isn't much, at least without driving. I really am a mess now, seriously, I thought it was bad before. It's ok to be a mess when I am actively working on cleaning it up, I haven't been. It took all I had just to take a walk to town. I bought a paper, I haven't touched it yet. I've been reading old papers. I have been promoting my song, I have a radio interview.