Drama

it's quite unbelievable how my life goes...the last entry was me saying how I had this great job, and how I was going to get out of a funky situation. Between the last time I blogged, and now I lost that job. I was sleeping, and was going to sleep until 11am, the call arrived at 10:30, assignment had ended. I felt so angry, yet relieved at the same time. I was happy that I didn't have to work 3-11 and go on 10 hour days, and maybe Saturdays. I was crushed to not have an income stream. If I lived closer to a bigger town, I might have had a shot at finding work right away. I live in Whitehall, there isn't much, at least without driving. I really am a mess now, seriously, I thought it was bad before. It's ok to be a mess when I am actively working on cleaning it up, I haven't been. It took all I had just to take a walk to town. I bought a paper, I haven't touched it yet. I've been reading old papers. I have been promoting my song, I have a radio interview.

Well I can't believe it

this crisis may be ending soon. I had a financial crisis....I now have a job that pays 11.86 an hour, and I'll be working 10 hour days soon which means OVERTIME at like $20 an hour. It's easy work. The hours suck though, I'm trying to get up early so that I can do some music promotion too. Today I'm lethargic. I was reading a blog today about how a songwriter was disgruntled. I can relate. I wrote a tune in the old-school way that I was was brought up. Everything is now Justin Gaga. I don't even know what hip-hop beats are, and I don't care...

Searching

Tuesday morning finds me sitting at the computer with a newspaper and a cup of coffee. I am unemployed, and have been for about a week. The last job I held was being a seasonal helper for UPS. I picked up my last paycheck on Friday, knowing that the following days might be rough. First of all, the area that I live in is not known for it's employment. There's only so many people, and only so many jobs. So going out of town is usually the answer, even though I'm able to do that, I haven't found anything.
A friend of mine Danny, has hired me to do some work on his Mom's car. I think she wants to sell it, and I have his coat. I will return the coat, and probably do some detailing and make $20, of course it will cost $10 in gas to get there. I must then try and apply at some other places in Glens Falls or Queensbury.