wow it continues

well, it seems as though I was going to start a new blog, and when I went to blogger, I saw this and forgot I even made it. It's now a bigger crisis, because...the last one hasn't quite abated(ended). I am now living at home...with my Father. I used to live here years ago, then I moved out, now I'm back. It's very depressing at times, and at times it's not too bad. I don't have much, just some belongings that I've accumulated over the years. The sad thing is, these are things that I've been sort of meaning to get rid of. When I got evicted in Nov. 2010 they had to come with me, I stored most of it, and was angry that I had no access to it, or a place of my own to bring them to. Then I moved into a house, and stored them. I moved into a smaller place and couldn't really keep it there. I moved it all to a place in Shokan, which i had to move out of, and now....FML it's in this house. So I sit in the upstairs of my Dad's house. I feel like such a complete failure, yet I've been assured that it's important to have people that care about me...especially seeing as it was just the holidays. I'm glad I touched base with the crisis chronicles again.